Ok yeah everybody, i know you're going to give me the "what the hell is wrong with u speech" and i totally understand.
Seriously who ever said getting over someone is easy. I miss him so much, yes i have tried to launch out into other things.At some point i had really forgotten about it him and started looking at other options.But could it be that simple?nahhhhh!
Confused! (read the previous post)
Everywhere i go, i think about him,i am with someone else and still wondering and thinking about him.Following redsapphire on her most recent post that love never dies a natural death, gurrl i totally agree.
Could loving someone be so difficult if they've actually moved on?
The reason i said this was because some nights ago i was mushy on the inside and i decided to send him an sms..oh by the way did i ever tell you,he is so good looking....
The content of the sms was "Do i ever cross your mind, was my sin so unpardonable? Just musing"
He replied "For the record, u sure do"
Me again"what was my sin?''
He replied"Avoidable stress"
SMS Literally stopped.
Communications stopped again till tonite.
I sent him an sms saying i missed him and truthfully i did.Why becos ever car that look like his passing seemed like him,every song i just so happened to be hearing,by default and otherwise, reminded me of him.It was just too much i had to send him the sms.Or maybe just thinking about it,it might have been the long PH glaring at me.
So he called later on tonight and for a space of two months, we were finally talking. He said we still have alot of chemistry but we weren't compatible.
OMG, I WISHED HE DIDN'T SAY THAT!
Even though to me the relationship didn't bring out the best at that time,i still so much desire to make it work.I still desire a chance to be with him.He says he hasn't moved on,so please why can't we work through this.
As it is, i think i am still totally in love with this guy.I crave for him.But is this right for me?Can i try to work around the whole incompatibility thing.Oh by the way,what he meant by us not being compatible is our constant fights which he says i generate and he stays long days before he forgives me.
Isn't the search for compatibility a top player in reasons why alot of eligible adults are unmarried?What the f**k is this compatibilty thingy?,Why is the thing standing in between the relationship with him?
Am i just crazy? Has anyone ever gone through this shit?
Please does anybody have a brother who is available to be a rebound guy,someone to knock me to my roots?
shhhsshhhhh i am tired.
I want to be love,be held,bbe in a relationship.Being alone sucks!
I don't want to continue just hanging around my girlfriends and friends alone.I want to be around a man that genuinely loves me,a man that would hold my hand,take walks with me.This whole public holiday is so long.I have bought series of long DVD' but it just doesn't cut it.
Yeah! Yeah! She's not confident in herself,she is not comfortable being alone,she can do alot on her own...ehn.na so!
Everybody needs someone special,nobody has to go through life alone.