Lol...infact loads and loads of laugh, not at you but at myself.
Wondering i suppose, i guarantee you its not koloqualism.I just realized i needed to laugh about everything.I remember three weeks ago, i was so mushy,gushy and depressed over my sexily beautiful man.Well guess what, i haven't met anyone yet but i think i have gotten over him.
Well i kinda got naughty before getting over him though and the whole episode went down like this:
After my interestingly depressing episode which lasted for days, i decided to heed ya''ll advice about not contacting him or trying to avoid any associations that reminded me of him.It was damn tough but i stuck by it.I concentrated on things that were work related....oh pause.....at this point i couldn't completely delete him,his memory was ever lingering and loiting around somewhere with me,yet i concentrated on the alterior goal which was to get over him and move on.
Three long weeks have passed and candidly i actually decided to put myself to the test to really verify my state with him,how wise this is i am not sure but at the end most def, my curiosity was satisfied.
I called for a booty call and he gladly succumbed. i was shocked at the same time happy cos i knew i was gonna get me some of his sexy self.The meeting was intense, at first i was really nervous,got of by rambling and saying things i would probably be saying in my head out of my mouth.Sha the long and short was that, we got to some sheet rumbling like Redsapphire would say. It was the same and for a few minutes i thought i had gone overboard and back to the same cycle.But alas, once we went our seperate ways, i couldn't believe the withdrawal i started experiencing on my own part.I took a good look at him and realise he was just like any other man i had met, with no speciality attached to him, infact some annoying habits might i add.
Its amazing what we are blinded to when we are dating someone,but the truth is when it all comes down to it and to the end, we realized it was nothing afterall.That was what i experienced and i am sure it applies to every.
I have finally gotten over him and his sexiness, i believe i deserve better and more and i most certainly will meet that person soon enough.
Thank you all for the encouragements, i have been delivered of a huge burden.